Well lets just say that one of my really good friends is missing....and she is somewheres (floating around dead) in the Aroostook River and its hard to know that she is gone.....i am sorry if i am being nasty to anyone but i am like really not in the mood to want to be happy........on top of all this my dad might get sent to jail for stuff he didnt even do and wouldnt even think of doin in this life time....its been a year since i was raped and a year since Michael Bolstridge died......there is stuff wrong with me i just found out this month that i am borderline diabetic...i have other stuff wrong and i am still goin through test to find out